Wednesday, April 15, 2015

NaPoWriMo 2015 Day 15

-Unhappy-

All I want is to be happy
Not anxious
Or nervous
Or sad
But those are all I can feel
Long, unending stretches of numbness
Punctuated by brief moments
Drug like joy followed by a hard come down
So much worse then any drug
I'm searching in all the wrong places
Not trying to find myself
Just looking to find something to keep me busy
Someone to keep my mind off things
Yet keeping secrets from them when I find them
Left alone in my depression
I'll continue to trudge along
Until I finally find peace

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