NaPoWriMo 2013 Day 11

-Thursday-

Today had been so extraordinarily long winded.
From taking orders
to sitting in class.
I'm on the verge of running
away from everything.
And maybe physically running as well.
Some exercise would do me well.
Because as much as I try,
I'm never satisfied with myself.
Let's just let today go.
Breathe in and out.
And start over tomorrow.

NaPoWriMo 2013 Day 10

-This Looked Better Hand Written Today-

Sinking slowly
but conversely fast as lightening.
Not sinking in the physical sense,
only in the emotionally tumultuous sense.
With an overwhelming amount
of both work and feelings.
No response from an ever distant-
ever changing man of my night.
No answers given to even my most basic questions.
And yet, night after night,
  minute after minute,
      time after time-
I submit myself to that susceptibility.
Knowing that by doing so,
I'm allowing myself to become
                                         sinkable.

NaPoWriMo 2013 Day 9

-Swing Set-

I feel as if I'm on an emotional swing set.
Going from hating you
To wanting to see your face.
And just like a swing, it's faster then you'd think.
I tilt my head back and close my eyes.
I feel the rush of the wind on my skin.
Bright, burning light flickers behind my lids.
Lets just hope I don't swing myself too high
And fall off the edge of emotion.

NaPoWriMo 2013 Day 8

-Grown Up-

I'm putting off growing up.
Because, in reality, who isn't?
None of us want to age
Or get wise.
We want to stay young and dumb
And just live.
I'm still on the edge of living an adult life
And throwing caution to the wind.
But my foot is inching toward adulthood.
Theres only so many feet left before I'm
Grown up.

NaPoWriMo 2013 Day 7

-Out of Time-

Running out of time
Early morning wake up
Yet sleep evades me

NaPoWriMo 2013 Day 6

-Burning In The Darkness-

Dark night huddles around us.

Blankets the town in cool mist.

And yet you still shine bright in my mind.

Put out your light!

You'll draw my attention away

And I won't see where I'm going.

I'll crash into you.

Hurdling through the blackness

At break-neck speeds.

Could either of us survive that?

I'm sure I would cease to be after such a collision.

But, perhaps you could walk away.

I'd rather we didn't find out.

But still you burn.

NaPoWriMo 2013 Day 5

-Getting There-

My life is a mess.

Plain and simply

Not well organized.

If I could snap my fingers

And make him see what his actions do

I would.

If I could make more time

Magically appear

I wouldn't hesitate.

Maybe if I could

Make my passions be recognized

I'd be further in my career.

But I'm in the place I am.

There's no changing the now.

I'll get there tomorrow.