Lost And Wandering

Maybe I'm not smart
                        strong
                        focused
                        driven
                                  enough.
There's so much I'm
Just
Not Getting.

By what fault of mine,
     did I end up
here
?

I'm not sure, not sure, not sure, not sure, not sure, not sure, not sure at all.
What the heck is going on?
What is being said?
What are we taking away?

       Someone come and get me
    And take me
And send me a lifeline.
             Please!